Gut check #020 written by SM on 12/20/20.

Sources of pride

Striving to inspire others, putting others before myself, valuing team achievements over personal ones, being a positive role model to junior people at work and when out in public.

Sources of anxiety

Dying alone, questioning who in my life are true friends, loving my parents while striving to overcome perceived inherited weaknesses.

Bold future dreams

I lack long term goals. My dreams are typically about companionship and new experiences. I feel I’ve lived a full life already, with the exception of procreation.